Wednesday, October 9, 2013

Remember Last Night? I Remember What Was Running Through My Head...

I asked you if you minded,
you told me that you wanted to.
I asked you if you wanted me.

You glanced away from my gaze,
But nodded your head smiling
I wondered if you meant what you said.

Is that a yes that you want me?
Or a yes 'cause you can't say no?
Is that a yes because you're scared
the truth will leave you alone?

Don't lie to my face;
You'll hurt me anyway,
So I say -

I'd rather you tell me the truth,
than have you spare me tears to come.
I'd rather know how you really feel

I want to know why you kiss me
I want to know what you still think
I want to know why your really here

Because I asked you if you minded,
you told me that you wanted to.
I asked you if you wanted me.

You still tell me you love me
But I just think that you're scared
the truth will let me walk away.

Is that a yes because you think
that's what I want to hear?
Or a yes because you're scared
and that's what you want to hear?

I see it in your face;
The conflicts that you've raised,
So you say -

You asked me why I am so cold
I answered that I am afraid
I'm frustrated that I never know.

You asked me why I hold back
I told you that I'm just "like that."
I'm scared because I never know

I never know what you really mean
when you include me into your feelings
it's just something that's unfamiliar
I need to know.

I need to know what you really mean
when you say to me, "Please don't ever leave
It's just something that's unfamiliar.
I'm not used to those words.

Is that a yes that you want me?
Or a yes 'cause you can't say no?
Is that a yes because you're scared
the truth will leave you alone?

Is that a yes because you think
that's what I want to hear?
Or a yes because you're scared
and that's what you want to hear?

Is that a yes that you want me?
Or a yes 'cause you can't say no?
Is that a yes because you're scared
the truth will leave you alone?

1 comment:

  1. OH MY i love this. such good flow throughout. i related to it so much

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